Post by Mags on May 13, 2011 16:18:48 GMT -5
Holly was feeling meh. And feeling meh, was not a good feeling. She'd gone way over her drinking limit a few night before, and had, had a discloser about her past experiences. Holly was dressed in tight fit black tank top, and baggy tan colored shorts. She was standing around, walking around the many paths the Havens had outside that lead to different classrooms, offices's, dorms, ect. It was around 7PM and she'd just finished up dinner with her little family at the Havens. Helena and Amanda where the only one's that where un-biological to her.
Gwen, Margaret, Emily, and Ashley had all been there. Ashley and Emily had bickered over her lap, and being oblivious to her children, Holly found her self right in the middle of a sibling death match. She'd made a system which was her lap was her own, and it was currently taken. This led to pouting but they understood that their Mother was in no mood to be nice and playful. She was leaning against a fence that separated the side walk from the grass, and was supporting her self with her elbows as she leaned on the fence for support. She lend out a groan, not at anything in particular, just, at everything. She disliked everything right now, and wanted nothing more than to go home.
Her real home. She wanted to go by her self, she wanted to pack her life up, and go live with her real Mother. She wanted to curl next to her, and sob. For no reason at all really. She hadn't seen her Mother since she was 7 years old, and the last day she even saw her, she was being snatched away by guards that were rough, was paid for, and shipped away with Margaret. And, she missed her Mother. She wanted to be normal, like most people do, but, in Holly's case, normal wasn't normal... at all. She wanted to go to a normal high school, have friends that weren't half her size, and, of course she had that option hear, but... It just wouldn't work. She'd come hear to earlier in the year,and had lived by a lie that did not stand for who she was at all, and now, now she was paying for it. "Damn...." she muttered, having nothing else on her mind. Damn described her perfectly right now. She was damn mad, and damn upset.....And she was damn sure she had no idea why.
Gwen, Margaret, Emily, and Ashley had all been there. Ashley and Emily had bickered over her lap, and being oblivious to her children, Holly found her self right in the middle of a sibling death match. She'd made a system which was her lap was her own, and it was currently taken. This led to pouting but they understood that their Mother was in no mood to be nice and playful. She was leaning against a fence that separated the side walk from the grass, and was supporting her self with her elbows as she leaned on the fence for support. She lend out a groan, not at anything in particular, just, at everything. She disliked everything right now, and wanted nothing more than to go home.
Her real home. She wanted to go by her self, she wanted to pack her life up, and go live with her real Mother. She wanted to curl next to her, and sob. For no reason at all really. She hadn't seen her Mother since she was 7 years old, and the last day she even saw her, she was being snatched away by guards that were rough, was paid for, and shipped away with Margaret. And, she missed her Mother. She wanted to be normal, like most people do, but, in Holly's case, normal wasn't normal... at all. She wanted to go to a normal high school, have friends that weren't half her size, and, of course she had that option hear, but... It just wouldn't work. She'd come hear to earlier in the year,and had lived by a lie that did not stand for who she was at all, and now, now she was paying for it. "Damn...." she muttered, having nothing else on her mind. Damn described her perfectly right now. She was damn mad, and damn upset.....And she was damn sure she had no idea why.