Crushed before the day

[redfur]

I need you to know,
what i want to do,
it'll help me oh yes thats why,
i got a week before its time,
you tell me i cant do,
that im forced to be with you,

I can't fall down,
on my bed,
and everything's better,
im just not the forgetter,
i gotta week before the chance,
but you say no,
my dreams are crushed,
before the day,

Sitting at a restaurant,
you tell me my flaws,
I'm imperfect,
i get it,
i hate it,
i can't change it,
I'm stuck with it,
you won't help me today,
im just a a kid to stay,
locked in my fantasy,
to never be let out to reality,
you should understand,
i've got marks all over,
physical and emotional,
they both hurt just the same,
you push me around,
think its nothing,
but now you've really done it,
took my dreams away,

I can't fall down,
on my bed,
and everything's better,
im just not the forgetter,
i gotta week before the chance,
but you say no,
my dreams are crushed,
before the day,

i dont know why,
i put up with you,
i'm told to run,
but i can just leave,
im all alone,
i cant tell my friends,
i feel embarrased,
why?
nobody knows,
nobody listens to me,
I'm alone,
lost in my own world,
just to come back to reality,
which is even worse,
im just a tiny little unimportant space on this gigantic world of faces,
i know,
i know,

I can't fall down,
on my bed,
and everything's better,
im just not the forgetter,
i gotta week before the chance,
but you say no,
my dreams are crushed,
before the day,

look my in the eye,
tell me not to cry,
maybe you don't want others to know,
I'm supposed to be keep in the dark,
maybe thats how it always be,
maybe that's how my life will turn out,
alone,
to rot,
because of you,
and my need to breathe

I can't fall down,
on my bed,
and everything's better,
im just not the forgetter,
i gotta week before the chance,
but you say no,
my dreams are crushed,
before the day

[Cynder]

Wow, that's long. I like it!

[:}April{:]

Long poem. I wouldn't have the attention spam to think up rhymes for that long! Great job!

[Cynder]

lol, you mean span?

[:}April{:]

yeah, lol

[redfur]

its not a poem, its song lyrics, that i made up

its about my mom sort of ending my dream to be on TV while im at my age now, or at least for now, its perfect, but then she says she won't be able to get me there all the time and i understand that isnt her fault, but she won't even let me try out, the other stuff about being pushed around is already known so yeah